as-salam..
ntah kenape, semenjak 2-3 hari neh, rase cam x tenteram je hati neh...rase sgt2 bersalah ngan someone...mmg x sedap ati jek...tp, mayb mmg salah aku kot...x fully honest ngan dia...tp, dia mmg dh faham my situation n i don't blame him...for him, in case u read this post, ( as if..) i'm truly sorry...didn't mean to hurt ur feeling...it just that...................i really meant what i said...n i'm truly deeply sorry for what i've done or said that makes u feel uneasy...really2 sorry~~
n mayb i'm under stressed...i'm not sure!! huhuhu...being too occupied with next week programme for teacher's day...everything must be done this week...lots n lots of things to be settled...i really can feel the pain on my neck, my back, shoulder, body is all aching...n sometimes i can feel like my head is going to blow...hahaha...giler kan! doing 2 works for different posts at da same time for da same event!! rase cam dh penat sgt2...bukannye xleh nk share workload, mmg share pun...but then, for some reasons n some cases, i just do it alone...malas nk susahkan org lain...ape yg aku leh wat alone, aku wat...mane2 yg dh blank, i'll ask for help...but please la ppl, lepas neh tlgla jgn nk messy kn my head ngan benda2 yg remeh ek...nnt, x pasal2 ade yg dpt kata2 hikmat aku nnt...huhuhu
mayb for some reasons, i'm too tired...tired of being lazy, tired of waiting, tired of pleasing ppl, treating ppl nicely but they treat me da other way...tired tired tired...too damn tired...just want to close my eyes...hopefully, everything will get better soon..
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