as-salam..its 1.48 a.m & i'm still cannot sleep..esok raya la weh, tido2 la..huhu..
tetiba tadi rase sayu semacam je bila dengar takbir raya kat astro oasis..cannot describe how its feel, but really sad..mayb i was taken down to memory lane for a moment, remembering those who have passed away & enjoyable moments that we've been through together..i really missed the time when my tok n wan were still alive..going back to the village, tido umah tok eventhough x la jauh mane pun kan my house ngan umah tok..tp, mmg really missed suasana kg tuh..pagi2 lagi dh siap wpun terpaksa mandi ngan air pam yg sgt sejuk, tp rase seronok..pusing kg ngan sepupu-sepapat collect duit raya..dulu2 kalu dpt 50sen dh kira ok la
tuh..then, simpan dlm poket..when i was small, mak mmg sediakan kitaorg baju2 kurung yg ade poket..senang nk isi duit raya nnt.. ^_^ balik umah tok, terus kira brape yg dapat..hah
aha..x senonoh betul perangai mase kecik2 dulu..
bila kenang2, ingat2 balik, mmg seronok beraya mase kecik2 dulu..mayb, itula yg dirasa bdk2 kecik skang neh..td, teman my nieces main bunga api, kan main seronok lagi dia main..siap menyanyi2 lagi lagu raya..teringat masa kecik2 dulu.. ;-)
n one more thing that is sooo special about beraya kat kg ialah when ramai2 pi ikut tok or sesapa jek cari buluh nk wat lemang..seronoknye ase dok masuk utan or semak mane2 yg ade pokok buluh..hehe..then, tolong wan n mak masak lemang n bakar..owwhh, really missed that moment..skang ni main beli jek lemang, nk wat sendiri, malas nk susah2..huhu..tp, kalu pasal ketupat daun palas, cam gmbr sebelah neh, mmg kitaorg akan balik kg ga
k, pi umah nenek sedara semata2 nk mkn ketupat palas yg dia masak..akekeke..x senonoh betul perangai kan?? ^_^
belum lagi masuk bab baju baru setiap kali raya..hehe..yg ni mmg wajib tiap2 tahun ade baju baru utk raya..sampaila dh besar ni pun, wajib ade baju baru utk raya..kalu yg tempah x siap, sanggup pi kedai cari yg ready-made..hehe..tp, bila compare harga, lebih kurang jek harganya.. ^_^
tp, whatever it is, thn neh mmg terasa sgt mcm x brape meriah raya thn nih..why?? don't know..mayb sbb sblm cuti aritu my colleagues dh sibuk2 nk balik kg..me?? mane ade kg nk balik, kalu balik pun dh xde ape yg tinggal..rumah arwah tok dh xde, satu lagi dh ade org sewa..so, kalu balik kg pun, just melawat sedara-mara yg ade..itupun, kejap jek..maklumla, kg mmg dekat je from my house..mayb lepas neh dh boleh balik kg jauh sket kot..*wink* ^_^
kalu nk citer pasal beraya neh, mmg byk..hehehe..maklumla, byk kenangan..when i studied in shah alam dulu, pernahla x balik raya mase raya haji..don't ask me why coz i can't remember..huhu..me n one of my friend mmg planned x mau balik..tp, seriously we were regretting our decision tuh..mmg menyesal giler2..nk mkn pun susah as we were in hostel, so we were not allowed to cook..kedai2 makan mmg tutup so the only choice was fast food..huwaaaaaaa..selama 2 hari mkn kfc n mcd, nk termuntah pun ade..luckily, adela sorang mamat neh, ehem ehem, baik hati..he called me asking nk lemang n rendang..wahhh, sgt terharu..siap hantar lagi dr melaka because dia otw nk pi umah kakak dia kat kl..i was soooo thankful, relieved, excited..semua adela..hehehe..tp, seriously, mmg lepas tuh tiap kali raya kitaorg mesti balik..we've learnt our lesson..hahaha
aiyarkk!! dh pukul 2.35 a.m..i think its time for me to go to bed..esok, mulala lewat bangun nk pi raya..hehe..so peeps, semoga aidilfitri kali ini memberi seribu keberkatan buat kita semua..salam aidilfitri utk semua..maaf andai ade salah n silap sepanjang perkenalan..sepatutnya kena minta maaf tiap2 hari kan?? hehe..whatever it is, wishing u all selamat hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir batin..n also salam kemerdekaan!!
p/s: utk yg nk pulang smula ke tempat kerja nnt, berhati2la di jalanraya k..as-salam ^_^
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